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| ..when the nightmares before Christmas a.k.a final exams come to terrorize the fragile, helpless souls of many-a-college-student.
It's 1:32 am and I can't.. fuckin.. FOCUS! Hmm.. sounds familiar. Oh there it is; just saw my May 5, 2008 blog ahaha.. Dang, I haven't changed: I'm still procrastinating my ass off on xanga. I have 4 exams within the next 36 hours and I'm on this. Not to mention I have work in about 6 hours. Shit. I'll stay up though, my methylin and amphetamines will keep me up all night ^_^
Hmm.. speaking of that, any chemists/pharmacists here? I hope Angelica sees this. Ok, so I'm thinking:
methylin (ritalin) + amphetamine (adderall) = methamphetamine (crystal meth) No? Yeah, probably not cuz I'm not hallucinating heh.. ANYWAYS! Got my Christmas shopping done at least. Just for my family though. None of you are worthy of my money. Punkasses. I kid, I kid. I still don't like your face though. SO! I got a blu-ray player + The Dark Knight blu-ray for my parents. Good idea cuz my parents enjoy watching movies on the 65 inch Sony. Bad idea cuz amazon.com kicked my wallet in the nuts so hard that it threw up 300 bucks. Not gonna say what I got my sister though since she might read this. Hey sis, if you do, you'll be happy to know that my wallet was sexually harrassed by your present too. So enjoy. And make sure you get me something good. Or else I'm keeping your present. Fuck! Gotta get back to studying! Here's an early present for you, a photo of my truly masculine self at work in New York City. If you guys came here from facebook then you saw it already heh.. LATER! | | |
| It's 9:31 pm as I begin to write this blog. And yes, I just heard a gunshot like 10 seconds ago. Not that it matters but I shouldn't even have heard it. Why? Because like most people who live on the Rutgers-Newark campus, I should be home or already on my way home for Thanksgiving. I got work tomorrow morning though so.. yeah.
Actually, I don't give a shit. I hear them all the time. This one just sounded a bit closer than usual. And being home blows the big one. I get a more restful sleep with all the sirens and gunshots and loud music anyway.
Oh shit it's 10:25! Completely forgot I was writing this. You see that? Even my own writing is boring me now. WTF is this world coming to? I totally made like a full return to this Xanga shit too..
Anyways, on a more serious note..
A look back: I've been through a lot of shit since August. Not too many people know what happened; just a handful of people that were STILL close to me. In fact, this news is so huge that I'm in still in awe at the fact that not a lot of people know yet. I've been pretty reserved about it though.. Changed the subject a lot. But yeah, near the end of that month, there was a PHENOMENAL turning point in my life. Lost some people. Lost a ton of money. Lost the will to carry the fuck on. I lost hope. But thankfully, not all of it.
(Shit.. It's 1:41 am now. My friend just came over to drink for a bit. Anyways.. )
I got lucky I suppose. The little hope I had left was rejuvenated by some unlikely people. People who used to be just acquaintances to me that suddenly brought a whole new light into my world. They say once you're down, there's no where left to go but up.
And so I have. I rose. Further than what my EX-FRIENDS could ever have taken me. I hate to brag but I HAVE everything I could possibly need to live in luxury. My connections are stronger than ever. It's funny too. I saw the people who fucked me over at a high-end lounge in New Brunswick. I'm sure they saw me. I'm sure they made sure I noticed they were having fun without me. Little do they know that I know the owner of that lounge now. Knowing the fact that I could easily get them booted and BANNED from there made me scoff at them inside. Mere people. At one point in time, my "friends" and I would ask that one "friend" who lived on campus where the party's at and he would respond by saying "I'm studying" while he was dancing his ass off. Now people call me to party. Every fuckin day of the weekend. If there was one thing I could really brag and be conceited about, it's that I know there are people out there in the world who can feel what I'm feeling.
You'll probably never read this but thanks.. Figure out your initials: JF, AB, JT, VT. And to everyone else I've encountered who helped me climb my mountain of tragedy. I thank God that you have all played a part in my life.
"Once you're down, there's no where left to go but up." What if you reach the top? What happens then? You're just a helium balloon, rising into the atmosphere, waiting for your time to run out.. | | |
| BUT.. BUT.. I HAD.. PHOTOS UP! :< You unappreciative sluts. Darn, I guess people don't give a shit about my condescending rantings anymore. Well screw you all, I'm still extra awesome.
Anyways, wow, I had the most kick-ass day today. The best in a long, LONG time. Most of you don't know that I've been working at gay ass Macy's since July every WEEKEND earning MINIMUM WAGE. Why, do you ask? Simple, I was gonna throw a huge party and realized "Oh crap, I don't have any money." Anyways, it's been a huge burden on me since I used to study during the day on weekends. And surprisingly, I'm doing pretty well right now with 18 credits.. I think the lowest grade I have in any class this semester is a B.
Aaaaaaand, back to how my day kicked ass. My first day at my new job in the city for Sparta Social Networks. Finally, a job worth my skills. I just sit in front of my laptop and fix up websites that may have been coded badly. Manhattan kicks ass, working there was my dream, and the view of the city from my window at work.. WOW. I was at Denny's on Sunday around 5 am with some friends which is right across from Macy's. I looked at it and almost cried in relief, FUCK MACY'S YO! Trust me, as happy as all the workers there seem, when you're not speaking to them, they bitch and moan about how much it sucks to be there.. cuz it seriously sucks ass to be there.
More kick-ass news contributing to my highly kick-ass day: - My new job (had to repeat it cuz it's that bangin)
- I was knocked out on the train ride back and a stranger was kind enough to wake me up ^_^
- Got to class late and made it to attendance, only to leave about 15 minutes later cuz the professor felt like ending mad early
- Confirmed my classes for next semester with my advisor and finalized my schedule
- Fell asleep in my next class and woke up right before my professor randomly told me to present my project which I totally kicked ass in
- And the grand finale.. JUST GOT A REFUND CHECK ISSUED BY RUTGERS TO ME FOR $360!! Oh and on a side note, just found a wad of cash equaling exactly 30 bucks in my back pocket :>
Seriously, days don't get any sexier for me than today. I love me <3 | | |
| Yo kid, yo yo yo yo. Just woke up, and thankfully without a hangover this time. So yeah, a lot of SHIT since May and I'm not gonna update you on it cuz YOU ARE PIECE OF SHIT.
Random picture post, just because I'm a narcissist.
SO! I actually enjoy living in Newark now. Don't get me wrong though, the niggas here are still scary. In fact, there were a bunch of shootings down the street this past week. Supposedly, the Bloods here had to kill 20 females by Halloween. Well 7 were shot and 2 were killed. Scary, huh? Anyways, I think I attend too many parties. I go to like two every weekend nowadays. I actually stayed home last weekend though. I promised myself to study for the whole weekend and ended up just wasting my life on the internet again. Perhaps I'm too much of a people person? Nah.. you can all go to hell.
So yeeeeeeah.. it's Halloween. I don't have a costume. Maybe I'll be Ash Ketchum like last year again:
AWESOME.
I'm feeling lazy now.. I was gonna make this a long-ass entry but I'm starving. However, since I love all of my fans (that includes you who's reading this) I'm going to treat you all with some deliciously delicious professional photos of me. The first few were taken by Double Scoop Media and the fall leaves photos were taken by RTG Photography. Props ^_^
   
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| What's good bitches. NO! That's not a question. Notice that's a period after that sentence. I'm telling you what's good. I'm fuckin good. With everything. Including beds. I'm good in bed.
Anywho, I was chillin in New Brunswick this past weekend for Rutgersfest, which by the way, was FUCKING awesome. Talks of spring break just randomly popped up while I was talking to my friends. We all felt like it was yesterday but holy crap it was almost 2 months ago. It was then that I realized "Holy crap. I haven't studied for my classes in 2 months."
Reminiscing.. 2 months ago. No but seriously, Florida was fucking fun.
So yeah, I just realized that ever since Florida, I've invested more time into drinking and partying than doing my homework. Not a very good sign but fuck you all, I'm having a blast. Damn it, I don't wanna move back home! I love having my own place. Oh well, there's always next semester ^_^
Here are just a few of the hundreds of pictures taken at Rutgersfest through Godfrey's camera cuz it's a pain to upload and post more than 3 pictures at a time on xanga.. And yes, I admit it, I chose the ones specifically with more girls in them. Just to look pimpin. We really had more sausage than clam.
   
Word. And after all this, it's 2:09 am on finals week, I'm updating my xanga, and I still haven't started studying. Damn you, Krystal.
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